im waiting on a heartbeat which you stole from me

Woo!
For some reason i feel so high and so fucked up at the same time.
Its this feeling where you feeling so pissed, so sad, so broken that you suddenly just feel so ridiculously high and you just cant stop laughing.
Well i think thats what i am going through currently.

I feel so broken inside. I feel extremely down till the point that i just give up and i just suddenly feel so happy. The slightest things makes me laugh like its the funniest piece of shit i've heard. Yazid and Aidil would know cause i was with them just now.

Its really fucked up.

Hahahaha, i am laughing but at the same time tears flow down my cheek.