Look around, there is no affection only infection.

Just got back from jemputan. One of my far far cousins which i have no idea of got married.

K here is a summary of what happened throughout the week,

Prelim. Haizz. Hancur. Only 3 passes. L1R4 25. Cannot even go poly seh.
Really need to start mugging ready. Oh yeah puasa coming soon.

The guys keep calling me names this few day. Man bitch la fringy gal la girl with facial hair la girlie man la. They keep teasing me saying i am feminine. am i? Touching/looking at my hair every other minute does not mean i am female what. I am just very particular with how i look. Easy said i am vain. so what?

Oh and just went to the gym with Has.
I think i will start going to the gym every saturday since i've taken time off silat.
And i wanna get my body into shape. cheh.




Haizz, why are telling me this?
I am trying to ignore them but sometimes i feel that i am trying to avoid the truth. It makes me sad everytime they say things. I dont know why its so hard for me to just let go and surrender.

Why am i even thinking about this? I really need to focus.